Rabu, 15 Februari 2012

Sajak Sejak Sesak


Sayang , kau tau tidak rasanya ketika dipenghujung malam, asma menghampiri dengan tiada iba ?
Serasa tak ada rongga sedikitpun untuk menghela
Serasa paru-paru ku ini menciut semakin tak berada
Jika , asma ini tak kunjung reda
Dari dada , kemudian kuhembuskan lewat mulut ~ akan terdengar suara tak bernada
Aku kesulitan mengeluarkan udara
Sungguh , susah
Mencoba tidurpun tak bisa
Berganti posisi untuk membuatku nyamanpun percuma
Kala seperti ini aku hanya ingin mati saja
Sesak
Teramat sesak

Jangan , Jangan pernah memaksa
aku minum obat yang segitu banyaknya
Kau kan tau aku tak suka meminumnya.
Percayalah! 
SESAK DI DADA ini hanya akan sembuh jika kamu datang ke rumah
Menemaniku, memeluk tubuhku hingga pagi tiba

Yaya , aku tau berlebihan kah ?
Cuma berharap ada pesan masuk diinboxku dengan ucapan "Cepet sembuh sayang, lagi pengen apa ?"

Mustahil ya ??
Bila aku berangan , dalam mimpiku kau singgah
Bisa ??

Ahhhh sudahlah !!!

fidget

4 komentar:

  1. I ever feel what you feel now. I ever lost my boyf 2 months, and since that i couldn't stop hurt my self. My nouse keep bleeding, It's so hard to breathe like you now. what you have to do now is just one... let him go. Dont treat your self like these. The stupid thing is when you miss someone who might be never think of you or just miss you. Be a strong woman, make him feelin' regret after decide to leave you. A good girl will get a good boy too. anw, get well soon. Someday , he will know who really love him.

    BalasHapus
    Balasan
    1. I just wanted to tell it, without having to feel remorse or feelin lost
      do you know what I mean in this story?

      for you, may be the women who pass on the good
      aminnn

      oyaaaa thankyou for your enthusiasm and attention hehehhe

      Hapus
    2. your welcome, just feelin' same with you. Luckly, it's just 2 months mehehe. I've been 4 years with him, you can feel how distracted i am when he leave me.
      Well pain makes you stronger. Tears makes you braver. Heartbreak makes you wiser. So thank the past for a better future. get your life!

      Hapus
    3. oh god , 4 years w/ him ??
      why split up now?
      what is his reason for doing it?

      Hapus